All my life I have been afraid of failing. It is also the same reason which keeps me motivated.

I have always had big plans for my life, but the thing that was keeping from fulfilling or atleast trying to do things that i always wanted to do was fear of failing.

What happened if i fail? what am i going to do? will i able to recover. These type of thoughts crept into my mind, and in the end i always scratched the plan I was trying to implement.

I still remember, for my higher secondary exams, my family and friends forced me to take the Physics Paper because i was so sure that i would fail that i did not even wanted to go and take the exam.

Funny enough, that is also the thing that makes me what i am. I work very hard and diligently at things which are given to me at work because not finishing my job is again failure in my eyes. 

But lately, I have began to realize that not trying is a bigger failure than trying and failing. No man is born perfect,I will do things in my life in which i am bound to fail, but atleast I will learn from my failures and mistakes and apply them towards other things in the future.

I am afraid No More ! Inshallah i will do things from now on which i want to do and if i fail, i don't care, as long as i tried to my fullest capabilities. Through trial and error, Inshallah one day I will finally be able to succeed in implementing my IDEAS.

I can feel it, this is the start of something new.

May Allah bless my ambitions and give me the strength to fulfill my dreams.